Gotta apologize for not telling you straight up.
Then again, you should have gotten all the hints I gave/put out there. There’s only so much I can do/say before it just get’s offensive or annoying. I’m weak for saying this, but It would be nice to share my life with a significant other. Wouldn’t it just be great to know that by the end of the day. You have someone who can truly make you happy. I guess there’s plenty more to learn and experience before I meet the ONE, not TWO, not THREE, but ONE and only ONE. Patience is a virtue. Try to remember that.
Being trapped in my own mind is so overwhelming. Having ADD helps somewhat, but I feel like I just contemplate about more things I shouldn’t even be worried bout. Yes, I have diagnosed myself for ADD. LOL … I’m really trying to be strong-willed and consistently happy with how things are. There’s just those times when it really hits you. Feels like there’s just nothing you can do about it. Like you’re so helpless.. Don’t think like that. Just keep moving forward. Don’t let anything stop you from being happy. Get up and remember that there’s so much in life to live for. Everyone and anyone always has something to provide in this world. Enjoy the little things, it’ll make you happy, even if it’s just for a short while. Do things for the first time, you’ll feel accomplished. Get reckless and have some fun. Stay strong, keep getting back up and fight. Even when there’s no one to help you up.
One of the many battles I have, trapped in my own mind. Aha. ^_^’
Off to go fishing with the family for Memorial day.